We all tend to make mistakes. And even if we're trying to make amends for it, we cant deny that we're still leaving a scar there. Cant erase it. Dont push your luck K, you wont get very far with that complacent attitude of yours.
And i feel bad, cause ultimately, being there in words is not the same as actually being there for you. If i could, i would:/ Cheer up cheer up.