Sunday, January 25, 2009


Dance is the only way i get to release tension from the hectic week. All the pent up emotions and anger towards a certain person really demoralise myself and i realised it was stupid of me to let a single person get the best of me and bring me down. Maybe its the stress from this week and im starting to get sensitive. Screw it. She's not worth my time.

Met two mountain before dance class on friday. Shopped.Ate.Danced.Home.

It takes two hands to clap, and an entire dance team to perform a good show. Everyone's effort, time and commitment is greatly appreciated. No one dances alone. Like peiming says: "The next time you're mad, try dancing it out."


Dance, not to impress

but to express.

Friday, January 23, 2009



We all tend to make mistakes.  And even if we're trying to make amends for it, we cant deny that we're still leaving a scar there. Cant erase it. Dont push your luck K, you wont get very far with that complacent attitude of yours.



And i feel bad, cause ultimately, being there in words is not the same as actually being there for you. If i could, i would:/ Cheer up cheer up.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Not feeling myself.

i am so drained out. Its the only few times that i complain about being tired and actually am. School's been mentally exhausting with assignment submissions and exams coming up.  And staying back till 9, 10 pm almost every night in school to do assignments does not really justify to me. My head hurts and the chatter around me is creeping in and killing me. I guess today im just in the 'i dont really want to open my mouth to talk to you' kind of mood. I need some peace and quiet and yet, im not getting any. Surprise, surprise.

i am tired.period.


We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.
— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment

Daniel still intrigues me very very much.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Number of things completed for the day ecad assignment.

planetshakers- beautiful saviour.

The song's been on repeat for the past few hours. I dont think i could ever get sick of it. The words have a really calming effect on me. When im exhausted and drained out from doing my assignments, i close my eyes and listen to it. And the world and all its troubles fade away, just like that. The lyrics are simple, but what really strucks me is how meaningful they sound. It just goes to show, the simple things in life really make the most impact. Like how the simplest thing you do or say could touch someone else's heart deeply in more ways than we can imagine. Go figure.

do something good for someone today. slip a note of encouragement or text a love msg. If you could brighten someone's day, why not? lets kill them with kindness(:

Monday, January 12, 2009


You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break - his heart. So don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.

Bob Marley


I know that love is not that perfect thing that you see in the movies and read in books.  Love is something as real as pain and happiness and warmth. Love is broken and healing. Love is flawed and perfect. Love is evasive. Love comes in small moments that come together to write the most captivating story of all. Our story. Both mine and yours. And we both realised that love rarely arrives on time and thats what makes love so beautiful. I love you dear. I hope you can see that.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Sunday service with lots of love


taken from icanread.

to love. to hold. to cherish. to smile. to make that person feel special every single day of his life. to remember all the moments when he held your hands, or gave you a hug or kiss you goodbye. to pretend like the whole world revolves only around the 2 of you. and to say with the utmost sincerity, i love you.

im so glad i found you. sunday services with you are the best.

you're tugging at my heart strings but im not complaining

work was tiring today. and now i have a lot of things to do. My proposal that contains only 3 lines of nonsense and a "i love you d.c" still needs to be completed. Asap. Ecad assignment not started on and memory card pictures. there's a million and one things on my mind now:/


because every scene that has you in it keeps replaying at the back of my mind. And everytime, i close my eyes, its you i see. How could i not want you anymore than i already do(:

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


my grandmother(:



Vincent Pannizzo


1 homeless person, 1 calling,

Every night, out on the streets of Oakland. A single homeless man finds himself a corner, and as a crowd of 50 odd people starts to gather around him, he begins to preach the gospel. And the crowd filled with other homeless people, drug dealers and passerbys all stop to listen to his shockingly lucid and downright inspirational sermons. God called him to his purpose several years ago and Vincent Pannizzo abandoned his career and made the conscious decison to live on the streets to preach the gospel. Besides preaching, he also hands out food and whatever money he picks up from doing odd jobs in the day. And every night, he preaches to the people of Oakland, amidst all the sounds of the night before heading back to the homeless shelter and waking up in the morning to do it all over again.

This man, who gave his all in serving God, did whatever he was told and sacrificed all that he needed to. Just for the sake of the gospel. It really shows how willing people are to give their lives to God. To trust in him and to serve him faithfully. And though he may not be the rich and famous but homeless and poor, i bet his life is filled with much more enjoyment and satisfaction and all the things that money cant buy. Which is probably the best feeling in the world.

This just makes me wonder, when's it gonna be my turn?

If everything in life came with a warning label

that would pretty much suck because the warning label would probably dampen my mood on doing stupid stuff.

there's no school today, supposedly :/ i just didnt go for project meeting either due to miscommunications. wth, mel you suck.  And so i  spend the whole day at home, slacking. Felt like the good old holidays again(:


3 whole lines of nonsense and a " i love you d.c" in bold. thats all i've done for my BYOF proposal . TSK!(:

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

monday blues

Apparently, the lecturers find it mildly amusing to make me go to class for a 25mins interview followed by a 3 hours break and another 30mins of assignment briefing. Interesting. If school didnt start at such an early time, i might not resent it so much :X

Secrets uncovered. Shocking, random but true. Had to run out of class three times to call someone to rant about it.

Vivo with sam liew. Unexpected surprise. Made my entire day(: And there i was being an idiot. Because all i could do was look. and smile. Replayed certain scenes in the back of my head. I bet im gonna dream about the scene like a million times every day. Thinking of it makes me act like an idiot again. Goofy smiles and a dreamy look. Hadn't felt this way ever.


Now look at what you've done to me. But baby, i aint complaining(:

Sunday, January 4, 2009


webcamming and talking on the phone with sam liew is love. Floating spirit and washington. Both of us a couple of 14 year olds(: I need to talk to her soon. something weird just happened :/

Planning a band one fellowship event really isnt easy. We had a meeting yesterday for approx 3 hours. i died in there. especially after he left. Missed out on a chance to talked to him. Was quite upset about it. And when the committee started having problems and different opinions, things became a lot worse. Pray that we will all work out our differences and come together as a LG to organise the event. We really need to bond.

I love washington. Yes i do

Saturday, January 3, 2009

romans 8:28

and i saw you standing there, drop dead gorgeous and smiling. present for the new year.

happy 2009. i hoped everyone got lucky like i did(:

Friday, January 2, 2009