Sunday, June 5, 2011

With shadows overcast, i can barely breathe. And with every breath i take, it is stifling. Choking, heart accelerating, movements restricted, body degrading. Nothing is the same or will be the same. The past is dead and gone, the present is moving on too quickly, the future is soon near. Quietly, it creeps up to you, engulfing you, taking pleasure in watching you suffer. It consumes you, overwhelms you. laughs as you struggle and yet no one helps. It swallows your desperation, your pathetic state of self. You panic, lose control, start to fear, start to give up. This is what you deserve, this is what you did to yourself, this is your own fault.

 

I need a doctor.